Down

Yeah... forgot meds yesterday.... and I'm starting to feel the effects. Heh..... I think I'm gonna feel sick tomorrow.

I'm a lot smarter than people tend to think. I have good ideas that people should listen to. I'm not even mad about it... cause like, I knew it would happen... like it always does. But like, has she not learned that.... it happens every freaking time and saying nothing in the first place would have been better? Just..... annoying, ya know?

If I ever tell you not to email me, I've done it for a freaking good reason. Follow the advice.... it's a good thing I've learned already, right? Ya know.... figured it out that I'm....

Bad time to mess up on meds. Bad freaking time, dude. Thinking about going to bed like, super early (meaning 10:30... only cause I'm waiting for food to be done since I've only eaten crap today).

Oh, happiness, though, it's sounding like me and Spenser are going to hook up. Sadly, I'm missing the full moon in Ephraim, though. I could have become a true badger maybe. Only he went home to Salt Lake anyways. So I guess not. New roommate, by the way. Melissa. That'll be interesting.

Came really close to telling Paul, Sarah, and Vanessa that I used to cut tonight. Then they started talking again.