Anger

It's a funny thing.

People do exactly what they want to do. If you want to hurt people... you hurt them. If you want to be suicidal... you're suicidal.

Everyone has... an infinite amount of self control. It all just depends on what you truly want. I want to remain temple worthy. So that will happen no matter what it takes. I want to become a better person. Part of that... means I'm going to get hurt easier. I'm opening up... the softer part of me... and when I'm met with hostility... it hurts dang bad. But that does NOT mean that I have to close up. Even if night after night... I end up in tears... it's better than the way it used to be.

And I hate hypocrites. And I will do all that is in my power to never become one.